I can say I’ve had better weeks that I can say for sure. When I get sick I get good and sick. Jeff got me ver his in a few days, me a week later I’m just starting to feel a bit better. But he also reminded me that I do have quite a few chronic health issues that viruses antagonize. My body is always fighting. So when I get sock, it really puts me through the wringer. I’ve got two more days of work ahead of me and today is moving day from Joshua Tree. Then another week to reco

Some days you feel like you just cant get anything done. Yesterday was not that day. Despite feeling like the hot mess express we slayed it yesterday. Moving went like clockwork, we both got to our first day of work on time, moved again. Now back boondocking at Joshua Tree National Park. Yesterday went as good as it needed too. I may not have felt good, at all, but I loved my first night and genuinely think this was the best job I could’ve found in this world. I’m still exhau

Well, I never thought I'd say this but I have done just about everything I can imagine to give this place a starting platform. I am learning so much the ins and outs of designing a website from scratch, and I would say, we are officially out of early access. Everything is getting polished up, and I couldn't be any happier to see this as right now real life is stepping up and my next big project may be a real world job, and getting the best at it as I can be. I am now in searc

Whereto begin. My mind is just racing. There is so much I want to do its like white noise and tonight its making me frustrated. My brain feels like a sive, my motivation to do anything is null. Kunda struggling today, job orientation went great, Jeff got a job, everything is going right and my art. I just dont know where its going anymore. I never thought i’d get this far. The next steps who knows. I ache i’m tired, I’m going to bed and praying for a reset tomorrow.

I got data yet again, also I will soon be back to work!!!! I have just enough data again that I can do another mass upload, hopefully triggering another surge to my site, and my followers. So much work is constantly being done behind the scenes, writers block is also plaguing me lately as I reach my creative capacity. Constantly working, ever growing, I am going to focus on deviantart and wixsite but won't be adding much more to the store for the time being. I have so much ho

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, I hope everybody is having a fantastic turkey day with family friends and above all else I wish you well. This is a bittersweet day today as it’s my first thanksgiving without family, well away from family and friends, I’m missing the people I love and its natural. I have so so so much to be thankful for and this chance to live my dream out west, I havent posted anything yet but I got the job. To remain anonymous the only thing I will say is get r

The plague of artists, paralysis, not block, I see the vision quite clearly yet I have absolutely no idea how to make that dream a reality. Art like I’ve never produced, more traditional media is on its way. It is beyond frustrating feeling this close to an art project and frustrated at my own lack of skill in any one discipline and inability to put my vision on paper. Or on the screen, Anywhere. I’m learning what I can to make this vision come to life but I’m going to make i

Yesterday we pulled back into palm desert, plugged in, we backed in and into the palm tree. Big oof. Damage could've been worse and we're okay just frazzled with all the bad luck. Today our focus was spent cleaning up from our week boon docking at Joshua Tree National Park . Suffering a failure of our sewer hose on top of everything we went to W and got everything we needed to reset. Today I set up the desktop, made the bed, and dusted a bunch, tomorrow we deep clean, scrub