Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, I hope everybody is having a fantastic turkey day with family friends and above all else I wish you well.

This is a bittersweet day today as it’s my first thanksgiving without family, well away from family and friends, I’m missing the people I love and its natural.

I have so so so much to be thankful for and this chance to live my dream out west, I havent posted anything yet but I got the job. To remain anonymous the only thing I will say is get ready for horse pics! My life is ever changing and phenominal, 4 years ago was my worst thanksgiving. I just wish I could tell my past self how good things can get.

I have been hard on myself, hated myself, beat myself up for years all thinking I had to to get here. Learn to love yourself, take care of yourself, and never give up no matter how hard the fight may seem.

Today for thanksgiving I truly reflect on what I am grateful for and right now that is absolutely everything and everyone who has helped make my dreams a reality! My Fiance, for sticking by my side no matter how bad things got. You loved me when I couldn’t love myself! You taught me to be free and break out of the chains and even when times were tough we fought together to get through to the other side. My Mom, for who if it wasnt for her would probably havent made it past my 22 birthday. I was a horrible person and she just saw I was sick. Not once gave up, not once turned her back! Pulling me out of my own devices time and time and time again! I love you Mom, and I hope you know how much I love and appreciate you. For everything, and from the bottom of my heart sorry for what ever the sickness made me say. My close friends who check in! My friends who shown their light when I was in my darkest hour. Thanks CLB For being genuinely one of the nicest most genuine caring friend I am privileged to call friend! May you and ZB have the happiest of holidays.

Lastly I would like to say, I could honestly go on for a novel for the things I’m grateful for, above all else I’m thankful for just the opportunity to live life to the fullest, and the determination of a greek goddess . I’m grateful for everyone! And if your not feeling okay, and if nobody told you they love you. I do. You are valid and loved and welcome in my holiday circle. I’m a bit of a miss-fit but I just wanna fit right in and have a blast in this life.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!