Leveled!

Absolutely leveled after today. Holy shit the nerve pain hasn't made me want to cry in months. I know my life has been nonstop chaos for the last few weeks, maybe a month, its so hard to tell time anymore as tired as I am. Cmon PA weather, give us all a break, get warm and stay warm, hell I wouldnt even care if it stayed cold, over time I can adjust my body. When it does these dramatic swings, woo boy I'm riding the rollercoaster. Thankfully tho this is also the best chaotic 3 weeks by far. Why does everything in this world have to move at what seems to me light speed. I wish we could all just slow down and smell some fresh air. Alas the unstoppable object is in motion, time keeps turning, and I cannot wait to see what the future holds. So long as I keep my nose to the grindstone and play some cards right. This is all a game, and I am ready to play.