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A rough stretch

I stated when I started this journey as always I would disclose the beautiful of course but also the dark patches as well and I would say this is a pretty good rough stretch so here we go. Keep in mind, I'm safe and thats all that matters at the moment.

Nothings easy
Nothings easy

As its noticable the lack of progress on the website something has to be going on in the background and let me say none of this has gone to plan.

We have been out here for 5 months unable to land a single job, 2 people sunk their entire lives to move out west and start living a decade long dream.

Now the money has dried up were losing internet, connection is worse than shotty at best as my phone continues to degrade, our tv broke and whats more, some radicals who don't have a clue what theyre talking about just aired me and my fiancées out on facebook and we are both being bullied and harrassed off the platform entirely.

We have lost just about everything but the roof over our head and eachother and the pups. And thats all we need to know it will be okay. One day.

I shall continue with my art because that's something that cannot be silenced and I will finish this website and store if it kills me.

At this point having basically lost everything now and really finding out how many snakes I had lurking in my life, I do feel quite hurt. The last few days have sucked! Im tired of the never ending fight to be free in the land of the free. But thats not free for all, only freedom for some. And its okay that we suffer. Because we're different. And we're not meant to be okay in this sick world run by greed and ego. Well heres something for you twisted rightists who find my page, i'm a trans girl who lost literally everything and I am nothing to no one, and while you continue to try to bully us out of existence I'd rather be here picking up the next sorry soul that gets in the way of your war path. Because at the end of the day, I value the price of human life greater than the price of gas or eggs as that seems to be the current metric you crybabies.

As it stands there isnt much I can do here but hold on. I will update and finish my site accordingly and due to the chaos thats occured over the last few days am going to step away and try to let my spirit heal. I can only do so much and I am so drained this fight is exhausting

 
 
 

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