The darkest days! I was in the darkest part of my life. I was miserable, i didn't know if I was going to make it. I took this image and posted the following. It is a bit difficult to read but this image has such a story to me I feel it a disservice to this photo to not share it. Keep in mind the darkest valleys are followed by the brightest peaks. The night is darkest before the sun rises. Keep pushing on.
 
This has honestly been probably the darkest year of my life. Between battling chronic illness, mental health and physical health I am spent. With winter on our heels I know darker days are to come, its an unbearble thought, this world is not fair, it is cruel and heartless. Sometimes I wonder why I was even born, cuz ive seen so many more bad days than good it just seems like I was put here to hurt. Im like an animal in a cage, trapped, I have nowhere to go there is nothing I can do. I trudge on. I pray i get to see better days, I know there is a good life. Where I do not know but I know beyond the shadow of a doubt happiness cannot be found here in the grayest city in the US. I've launched a gofundme named Ash and Jeff's Road to Health and Freedom, if you can find it in your heart to donate it all goes to a down payment for an rv so we can uproot and start a new life!
 
The gofund me has since closed.